The run tonight was a really positive run. I've been feeling quite down lately and was having a serious case of cabin fever and having negative thoughts. I let it get to me and slept sooo much over the past few days to pass time. I had no motivation. Today I woke up at 2pm because I had insomnia 'til 4am, but then I was like, you know what? screw this. I'm being productive with my day. And I was. And on the treadmill (I was dreading the treadmill today), I kept thinking about why I run and thinking about how good I felt, I got lost in my music and the rhythm of my run. I kept thinking about my goals--running goals and goals for life in general--goals for the coming semester included. At mile 4 I was having a tough time with side stitches, but I pushed myself through the last mile, including several sets of sprints. I feel so much better after I run--I sleep better, I worry less, I'm proud of myself. It's intense how much running has such positive effects on my life. I like how it pushes me to get better too and these next few months will be the ultimate test--the true test of my willpower.
Tomorrow is my first day of training. I'm going to be doing a mixture of yoga and pilates to fulfill my strength training requirement for the day. Here goes nothin'.
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