Internal Battle

Today has been frustrating so far. I spent my morning running around campus trying to get things printed out for grad school applications. I planned on running, but I have lost all motivation. I have a headache that will not go away even after I've taken Advil, I feel groggy as though I slept horribly last night...which I didn't...and all I'm doing is internal whining--a never ending list of things like "I'll do it tomorrow, I don't feel like running outside it's WINDY AND COLD and there are hills, I'm hungry and I want ice cream NOW, craaaamps suuuuck, I'm thirsty but I don't want to drink boring old water, wah wah wah."

So you win, lazy, complaining self. You win today.

I am going to take a nap, eat a bagel with low fat crunchy peanut butter and a square of dark chocolate, go to work, get some good sleep and hopefully do better tomorrow. No. I will do better tomorrow.

On a positive note, I did some really girly push-ups last night because that's all I can handle at the moment. I also went dancing, which helped me get in about 30 min-1 hr exercise. And I read a good article about foods you should eat as a runner: >> http://www.runnersworld.com/article/0,7120,s6-242-301--10200-0,00.html Voila. So I went to the store and got some good for me foods. Oh, and Kashi Go Lean Crisp is absolutely amazing. I think that's all I got for now. Time for a nap to shake this mood. I think it's safe to say I'm slightly disappointed in myself today.